Thursday, December 15th, 2005
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7:30 am - BLAH
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Gaia is down and I'm bored as hell. Yay.
Moving back home with my finace today, and I have NO WAY of telling my friends at Crow central that I'm not oing to be availible until I DL AIM onto my fiance's computer.
Good news, I'm going to be a guest artist for Dr. Moreau pets. x3 I love their idea. Weird coincidence, Marc Dacascos (Eric from Crow:STH) was in the most recent adaption of the Dr. Moreau movie. x3 He definately gets my vote for being a mega-hottie.
I have been obsessing about the Crow for nearly a week now, I'm actually imagining myself with the crow paint (which is a good thing because I'll be able to paint faces with it better, since Crows rarely keep their faces neutral when they're wigging out.
la la la...it's ben forever sicne I've written here.
I'm all done all my work for this semester, though I'm going to have to track down the thing I handed in yesterday and make for damned sure it got to the right teacher, and not in the trash - I'm so stupid, I handed it in under the door...this still be continued on my DA since no one KNOWS me here.
current mood: accomplished
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Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
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2:41 am - Naruto...still not sure I'm going to watch it, but I'm liking this guy...
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Sunday, May 1st, 2005
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1:17 am - more
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1:05 am - MWA - Mesa back. And stuff.
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Sunday, November 21st, 2004
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12:19 am - ooo...this is weird.
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New journalness.
::gnaws all over it::
Anyways just wanted to pop in and say I'm getting married. x3 After all the insanity in my life I've found someone and...lord knows I'm stupid but I missed him the first time around.
^^;; YAY for my mate.
La la la la la la...
I'm so busy of late. Modding, drawing, but mostly just getting used to being in a real relationship. I wish sometimes I wasn't such a spaz. I figure it's driving him nuts. Hopefully I'll get a handle on it so that I stop being such a disappointment. I know I can do it though. I have faith.
::think:: what else...
current mood: grateful
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Thursday, August 19th, 2004
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8:13 am - Had a weird dream
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I had this dream last night - VERY disturbing images to recall, but at the time I really wasn't that scared - workings of the dreamness.
I'm never sure where these things start so here's the highlights.
~ We were living in a post-apocalyptic something or other - in a city, I think I might have been a superhero of some sort. It would make sense I was. Quite likely Spider-man...only female. ~ There was fighting going on and these big building were getting blown up. ~ I got in close where the next building was set to go and I knew, somehow, that this 'boom' was going to be a helluva lot bigger than the ones previous. I got the hell out of there. ~ I ran away and dodged inside what I think was a bank. There were several people there. ~ While there, in the front foyer I was talking to a girl who had these miniature ducks and she was making me take a survery. ~ Ducks, appearnly can purr, and chirp, and sing. ~ Ducks also like to be petted. ~ Then I remembered the building that was set to blow - I saw people running outside, some dodging into the building. ~ Then I heard the rumble of something big and bad coming. ~ Thre more epoeple tried to get in. they were followed by a wave of explosion - white hot and ferocious. Only one made it - the other two got ashed. ~ We were basically standing there watching through the glass as the whole world burned by. It was intense. ~ Then I knew that the front foyer was unsafe and I called people to get the hell further into the bank. ~ the duck lady bought it, because she didn't move fast enough. ~ We ran to teh safe, but there was some automated person there (on a TV) saying he was malfuntioning. One second after entering hte vault, I knew why - the safe was getting superheated, just like the outside. ~ We ran back out, just as the inferno stopped outside. ~ Then I was at the top of a building looking at the Kingpin and his henchmen, laughing as they had the world water supply in their control. ~ Then it started to rain pure clean water. The Kingpin lost all the money he made off the dought.
I have NO IDEA what this dream means. But it's interesting - and it was vivid as hell.
current mood: weird
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Sunday, August 15th, 2004
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1:18 pm - mew mew mew
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^^;;
lesse, I got a massive nosebleed yesterday, ended up not going to work until about 8pm, forgot to my laurdry other than the stuff I'd bled on...
and the reason why I forgot? Sore wa himitsu desu!
I still have no word on getting this computer fixed and E (my boss) basically brushed me off when I inquired today about getting someone to come here and fix it (for hopefully less than $50). ><;; DRIVES ME INSANE.
I don't want C (my roommate) to know that I ever messed her computer up! Dammit!
laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaundry...
::is hungry:: There's no food here.
Oh! And someone at the church has been fooling with my food. ><;; I'm there more often than here and they mess with my dinners. Grrr.
::yawn:: I wanna get moving, my lack of movement is making me sleepy as all hell. ::headbashheadbash::
note to self: Ask about how sexy is too sexy on yerf. I need to find that out so I don't get my pieces discriminated against.
XD and I had a funny thought! What if Doug Winger put some of his clean art and auditioned for yerf? I'd DIE laughing - what could they honestly say to him. "No, because you're Doug Winger and we don't trust you as far as we can throw you - you're a porn artist!"
I bet he could throw together some non-hentai stuff. I almost want to dare him to do it. If I knew him. I'm...glad I don't, actually. :sweat:
current mood: sleepy
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Thursday, August 12th, 2004
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2:58 pm - weeeeeeee
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><;;
Oh, uhh - heh - guess LJ is true to it's word. I'm back ::clings to LJ happily:: I'm definately rereading that TOS just in case.
I did this skit yesterday too enthusiastically, and hurt my back. XP
Now I've got all this work to do and my back is aching and ::whinewhinewhine::
But what's really bothering me right now is there's the group of people who rent out the bottom of the church and they will hang out at the door and STARE AT ME for like 2 hours every single day!
And it's not just occassional glances. Since it's a...whatchamacallit...a 'group' for people who have various difficulties.
Normally I can get along pretty well with people like that - heck I'm related to some. But it's creepy just due to circumstance - they're curious what I'm doing, and so they watch. And I jump out of my skin everytime I look over, because I never expect it.
::sighs resignedly with a half-smile:: actually, just saying that makes me realize it's okay. At least they're not being rude. ^^;;
I wouldn't mind if it was kids after all.
Now to get back to work. ::nodnod::
current mood: sore
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Tuesday, August 10th, 2004
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3:50 pm - ::yawnage:::
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Time to get back to work.
Let's see if I can't plow through a couple of those paintings tonight, eh?
current mood: refreshed
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1:19 pm - Oh! Forgot!
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See that wee lil Capcomish sprite there? That was created by a artist on yerf - I'm going to spell her (?) name wrong until I look it up! Verendea...or something like that. I'll put the name in another post.
But thank you nonetheless! Tis "StarSlashX" mich!
I do not say "me" anymore. Is it MICH!
MICH!
::runs around all hyperlike::
::clings to her LJ and cuddles it::
Guess the saying is true. You don't really know what you got until it's gone.
current mood: enthralled
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1:03 pm - T.T;;
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Just a quick update - I'm going to be reformatting this journal to fall along the lines of the more common useage on yerf.
::dance:: That is to say, a sketchbooky thing.
I'm not too sure what to do with the one I opened when I thought I'd been deactivated. Hmmmmmm...
Perhaps I'll use that one for the sketchbook and this one for ranty stuff?
Not sure yet.
I fixed the post where I did the bad stuff - tis now clean. Lords if I'd known for one bloody second it was against the rules...
Took me a few minutes to get that it was okay they had the policy. I didn't get it at first (probably why I didn't think it was wrong to it in the first place), but now I do.
I'm still considering killing all my old ranty posts of any negative nature from here. The bad memories shouldn't be relived everytime I come back here.
I'm still not sure about this whole comment thing. It's what set me off in the first place. Perhaps I'll find out from others what they do about anonymous terrorization.
But I'm keeping the quizzes! QUIZZES RULE! YAYAYAYAYAYAY!
current mood: anxious
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Thursday, June 10th, 2004
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2:19 am - up- too late...
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EDITED TO COMPLY WITH THE TOS!
Now on to something more pleasent. Modding on Gaia. ^^;; Which is fun I have to admit. I'm getting a bit of a headache becase I'm up so late. I probably should hit the sack.
And I'm crushing on someone. But hey whatelse is new? Can't help my silly little emotions can I? ::sighs::
current mood: tired
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Thursday, January 29th, 2004
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1:06 pm - Nya!
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Monday, January 26th, 2004
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3:27 pm - Oh - for those of you following things -
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The guy I was in love with wasn't a guy - it was a chick - she not didn't tell one wit of truth about anything she said to me. It hurt a lot.
EDIT: Yeah - watch me change my posts. PIDA.
current mood: content
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3:23 pm - La la la
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Randomly adding Steal to my friends list and saying that...
So there.
La la...
current mood: awake
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Tuesday, November 4th, 2003
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10:18 am - My love is missing...
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Last night, Ryou took off to get some stuff - he said he would be back in half an hour.
I waited two hours.
Eventually I had to leave, and I left him a message...but...he never got back on last night. Or he didn't respond to it.
Either way, now I'm really worried about him. Anything could have happened last night. And...while I shouldn't worry - I'm sure he can take care of himself - I just have this nagging feeling that something went horribly wrong.
Of course, that on top of all the rest of the stress in my life isn't helping much. I just pray he's okay...I'll be more glad to have him back than be upset he left me sitting there for two hours...
And I don't CARE if you think that's sad. I love him. I miss him. And I'm terribly worried.
::sighs:: Ryou - come home.
current mood: worried
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Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003
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9:54 pm - I WANT HIM
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9:10 pm - SO SO SO...yeah...
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Want want want want want want want want want want...
current mood: hot
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6:19 pm - This test is SHIT. My Japanese name is Yuki!
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6:13 pm - la la la la la la la la
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